Pre-Bed Rest Week

So after my Hospital Adventure I am left with orders that say do nothing and just get up to shower, see me Mon/Tues....That is so easy with a 2 year old right?  I do my best all weekend to make this happen, again Chloe is a wild needs to "run/wrestle/play" kind of kid, sitting quietly watching a movie not so much.  I take it easy trying to do very little which for me is like poking needles in my eyes...I hate to ask for help, I should be stronger than this right? 

I see the DR on Monday and I knew what he was going to say before I saw him, my pressures were better when I was laying down and not working so it felt like on my drive there that I was going to see the executioner....Total bedrest he said...We agreed that I would finish up some things before I went out from work but would be done within a week...

Our goal is for me to get 4 more weeks at minimum to get me to 32 weeks and 8 weeks would be awesome....and I could deliver at my hospital because last time while we have great stories to tell, I would not like to deliver at the other hospital again.

Now to figure out how to do a months worth of work in a week- that seems like it should be doable right?  I have a great team of peeps that work for or with me and we got a crazy amount of work done in that week....

I have been struggling all week with letting go but really digging in to get it all done I noticed as I was tracking hourly how hard it really was on me from BP to contractions....I only give 150% and I needed to shift my focus...I saw Dr again on Thursday and he said have to lower the pressures or you will be spending the weekend in the hospital... I got them down and now the actual bed rest begins...