9 More days but who is counting??

I am a bit more stable in the pressure department until today that is....the headache from the meds and constant up and down is making me crazy....I am also getting puffy today which is not pretty.

I have been thinking alot lately about this time I have had to just sit and be pregnant...There are many good things like I get to enjoy just knowing she is in there kicking the heck out of my internal organs and ribs:) she is a little boxer I know it....How many people work for a place that allows for things like this to happen and still be allowed the time you need after delivery to be with and bond with your baby.  I am so lucky. 

A con of bedrest while in the hospital is that you have nothing to do but sit and be in your own thoughts...scary really it is....you can start to go a bit mad in your own head as at least for me I have time to overthink every decision, wow it is like giving yourself therapy. 

I wonder what she is going to be like?  will she look like Chloe? will she get Brady's good hair-straight, brown and thick?  Will my issues and her needing to be born early put her at a disadvantage? 

I also wonder how Chloe is going to handle this next few months with baby at the hospital and her not being able to see her?  Will get her back into the routine that has been broken in the last 12 days?

I have to much time in my own head-a head that is throbbing anyway.....I have to watch more junk TV now, I never knew there was so much nothingness on TV.  I think when this is all over I will stick with my Tivo Shows and books,